The last post

I was checking the stuff I wrote on my last post...

Dude... what a bunch of nonsense!!! lol

Really... I think I am getting tired of being inside the cocoon... I want action... I need movement.

Ok... I know... orders are orders... God... a need a breakthrough!

Give me the stenght, the disposition and the boldness I used to have when I was younger...

I remember going out for evangelism on Fridays and coming back home only on sunday night or monday morning... God... i miss that! I know I can;t do that anymore... i now have a family tobethe head of... but wait till TB is a bit older hehehehehe...

meanwhile.. here i am God, send me!!! and as Luiz Fernando Mauad used to say: If you win't do it, then teach it. Anyone wants to learn??? :)

Stay Blessed!!!

Life is sooooo weird!!

Put me in front of a bunch of people that I've never seen in my life and I'll do a speech that will motivate even the greatest unbelievers of all to accept Jesus Christ as Lord and Savior...

Get me a group of people and I will motivate them to conquer a city...

But get me to do a 1 to 1 personal evangelism on the streets and I won't even know how to start... Ok... I didn't put that well... I will probably know how to start... but would not have it on me to do it out of the blue... Or even worse... wouldn't have the courage...

Some times I wonder why God has called me to this place... I wish that I had the same boldness of some people I know to do that... And every day I pray for people that has this boldness and the commitment and courage to start from the zero.

What's wrong with me?????

God, I need some help here!!!