Heart...

I've been having problems breathing and pain and dormency on my limbs again...
My heart is going faster than it should according to ... whelll whatever website I've read earlier on when I've noticed what was going on...

I gotta take it easy... Methinks I'll stop freelancing the way I am doing...
I think I'm going for longer term contracts or I won't be here in 1 year...

Man... I feel rough...
Gotta rest a bit.

TTFN

Needs...

I need to sleep...
I need vacations...
I need to get away...
I need... well I need a hell of a shag...
I need...

I need so many things at the moment that I wouldn't know whaere to start from...

Crap...

Have you eer had so much to do at once that you don't really know where to start from and so you end up no doing any of it the way it should be done????

Yeap... that's me at the momment... trying to organize and prioritize what I gotta do first!

Yes, no, maybe I don't know.. Can you repeat the question???????

Something new... or old

I've been told today what is the problem...
Why am I always so "busy" and always not making a lot of money...

Well... Time management... My time management skills are as poor as they can be...
Aparently I am becoming lazy with all this work from home stuff... And you know what??
I really am!!!
Damn it!!! I gotta start working on it... and they say... time is money...

Enough of hakuna matata!!!

I was going to say something else... Oh yes...
Tip for a great christmas present for me... ;)
A DV camera!!! and an even better one... if everyone gives me money instead I can get the one I want!!! lol...

zya!

Yes No Maybe I don;t know... can u repeat the question????

I feel a lil bit lost...
On the pluss side... New home!
:)

Will be back for updates when I can actually get my head back into place...

Man... it seems as if I am always trying to do that!!!

will I ever know what I want to do in/with my life??????

I'm sick and tired of always being sick and tired...

On the pluss side... WTF!!!

zya!

Does that looks cool or what????

IF you are feeling that things are a bit to hot latelly... just like me... well read that!! ;)

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worries

I've just been told I worry to much...

But after staying lat on hospital with tommy I think I have the rigth to...

Ok... maybe aI do worry to much...

Just wish he could be feeling all normal and better and well... just his normas self anoying me while I try to work... Happy... :(

I do worry...

DO I worry to much???

I think I do...
Or maybe I am just a normal dad...

Tommy's been feeling quite rough latelly...
That's ever since we got back from Birmingham on saturday.

We had the aircon on for most of the journey and then got out on the heat...
Then same thing on sunday when we went to brighton.

Now he's feeling really rough... coughing his gut out (literally as he's been puking all the contents of his stomach as he s coughing so much.), not being able to sleep... looking not so good the poor thing... now he is even refusing to eat fraid that he'll puke again...

And as he refuses to have his cough medicine... I relly don;t know what to do...
I wish there was actually something I could do... :(

Right now he's resting on the sofa... half asleep on the sofa as he keeps waking up because of the cough...

Poor thing...

From the BBC Website... lol

Addiction clinic opens for gamers

By David Reid Reporter, BBC Click

The clinic tries to find replacement activities for addicts

Video games have become a funfair for the mind. Their worlds of shifting reality have an effect similar to drugs or alcohol, where you can forget about the humdrum and everyday.

But what if you want the ride to stop and you want to get off? Well, also like drugs and alcohol, it is not always that easy.

There is a problem with video games; some of us get hooked and the ride does not stop.

Smith and Jones is an addiction clinic in Amsterdam, set up by a man more qualified than most to talk about addiction.

Keith Bakker was himself a drug addict, but is now more used to treating hardcore cravings.

He has recently experienced a flood of enquiries from addicts to video games.

"The gaming was obviously an obsessive/compulsive pattern in their lives. There were also signals of loss of control, that they couldn't stop once they started.

"There were a lot of things in there where we thought, 'this looks dangerous'. Eventually we started treating them together with other addicts, with chemically dependent people, eating disorders, sex addicts. You know, they're all quite similar."

An addict's life

Tim L. is 21 years old and has just come blinking into the light after an addiction to video games that lasted nine years.

His daily routine once consisted of playing 18 to 19 hours a day: "I slept for three hours because I couldn't sleep. Because when I was playing all day when I wanted to go to sleep I saw all the pictures in my head. [It felt like] I was stepping in the real world [when] I was playing in the games.

If I had to go to the lavatory I'd pee in a bottle. I ate in my room the whole day, I had no social connection with people or with parents. T. L.

"And I would drive fast on the highway, I was shooting people, in the real world that is not possible. For me it was my life."

For Tim the next few months will be crucial. He won't be alone, however, but will be working on the team developing the programme for an intake of game addicts.

Smith and Jones is renting a property downtown and becoming the first clinic in the West to offer residential care for an addiction that was barely heard of a few years ago.

Experts in compulsive behaviour, like gambling or alcoholism, are still not exactly sure what they are dealing with when it comes to video games, and where they fit into the array of long recognised addictions.

"At this point, I do believe gambling is the one I would link it most closely to," said addiction counsellor Denis Aulde.

"There's a pay off in it for both people; for the gambler it's rush of hitting the big one, the big jackpot, the money, for the gamer maybe some of it has to do with identity, maybe some of it has to do with competition."

Competitive streak

"When I'm playing and I'm playing good then I get an adrenalin kick from it because I am fast on the game," explained Tim.

"I can take high scores. I want to go on the first place on the ranking list on the game. Everything you want the best in it."

I won't play these games. If I had children I wouldn't let them play either. Keith Bakker, Smith and Jones

Some people doubt just how addictive video gaming can be. I recently spoke to a French doctor who told me about one of his patients: a man so addicted to gaming that his family sent him on a trip to South America to get him away from his console.

Once he arrived at his destination, he found an internet café at the airport. During his entire one week stay in South America, he did not even leave the terminal.

World of Warcraft, with some six million online subscribers, is one of the most popular multiplayer games, and it is easy to see how players become drawn into it.

Games are peopled by real players. They are mostly males who are more likely to respond to this online society's competitive hierarchy.

Some players concentrate with such intensity they are unable to break off playing even at the call of nature.

"If I had to go to the lavatory I'd pee in a bottle," said Tim L..

"I ate in my room the whole day, I had no social connection with people or with parents."

Smith and Jones director Keith Bakker admits he is scared of video games: "I won't go on. I won't play these games. If I had children I wouldn't let them play either."

Addictions can wreck lives, and it seems there is a thin line between intense and vigorous play and compulsion.

How long before video games join the long list of other common addictions with their associated social and personal costs?

That was NOT what I signed up for!!!

36 Celsius today... 36!!!!

Can you believe it????
I mean, you come all the way to London thinking... "coooold hummmm!!!" and then.. 36 celsius??

Man... it's the end of the world!!! It's the end ofthe worrrrllllld!!!
I am Meltiiiiing!!!

lol..

hehehehehe

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Sorry babe!
:)
xxx

House Hunting

I am REALLY starting to get tired of house hunting... I must add that I am starting to hate it more than I hate mondays... :)

Tommy just gave me a huge scare by rolling down the stairs...

Huge bruise on his shoulder...

Thanks God he's ok...

hehehehehe

Aaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrghhhhhhh!!!

I think I'm going crazy!!!
Spending all day in front of a computer is driving me nuts!!!
I need to see people, I need to have a challanging and intelligent conversation...

Aaaaaaaaaarrrrrrghhhhhhhhh!!!

I think I need a break!

Objectives...

I think I know things are going so crazy latelly...
I've been inverting some priorities That I should no have...

Now I understand...

Knowing that makes things a lot easier to put into play.
Well... now all I need is to find a way to do it withou breaching contracts...

Oh well... let's do it...

And we're out...

Yeap...

Brazil is out... Damn you france!!!!!
England is out... well... I really didn't expect much, but hey...

World cup sucks now!

TTFN

Life...

I woke up and I looked into the mirror and standing there was someone else... Not me.
I have to say tht I really didn'e like what I saw.

What happened with the VERY confident guy that used to stare back at me and say: "Today will be a great day!!"??? What happened with the guy that could find in all adversities one more reason to fight... Motivation I mean... The thrill of a new challange. I really don't know...

What I say there, in the mirror, was a fraction of whst I used to see...

My walk has fallen into a crowl...

I need to get things together...

I dn;t want to fall stright into a halt... If that happens I might as well just curl and die...

No... I thinks that's enough... I NEED to do something about it...

I have never been so close to His will and then everything just piled up trying to tumble me to my knees and admit defeat... But I think I've got some news for ya...

I won't give up and I will be at the center of His will!!

God... I need strenght... I know things won't be easy... Help me...

I think I might be losing my mind...

Mondays...

Well...
Once Upon a time I used to LOVE mondays...
A New day, a new week to start freshe... new opostunities and challanges... Meeting new people, closing exciting deals...
That all used to be so great!
At the moment I DREAD mondays. Something to do with the fact that I've been spending most of my time locked up inside the house. You see... that's the worse bit about working for yourself. Soecially when you're just starting (again) and you've got a lil attention sicking 2 year old little boy that is, for now, not attending to nursery.
I think I'm losing it...
I need some vacations...
I think I actually need some time for myself...
...and I need it VERY soon or I'm going crazy.

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Brazil 2 X 0 Australia!!!!

There we go Boys!!!!
That was much better... :)

Party at Roberto's was GREAT!!!!!

hahahahahahahh OMG...

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